Tuesday, August 23, 2016

Yellow Bus 84


Patiently waiting on you , is like waiting the yellow bus 84 everyday, its been a test of faith and patience since I transferred ,I always have to travel from my place and wait for the interval of buses in the bus station.yes! I know its tiresome.. but I chose it, I want it..and  I am challenged everyday to continue my pursuit in life to learn the essence of living with my own experiences everyday. Can’t remember of any incident in the past of learning practical knowledge.thats why,im craving,.. I am craving for know-how training, and the one that caused great enthusiasm and eagerness everyday was waiting on yellow bus 84,for some, I know its not a big deal but for me, it has otherworldly impact as i take it everyday.although not always,it would take me a century to wait and sometimes even if its on time or im on time, but saw the green go sign on the traffic light then it  would rather  choose to go and  leave you behind and again a piece of me is trying to comfort  ,”don’t worry there would still be another 84 bus “patience is a virtue”I whispered, see, there are two buses of 84 the one is colored orange and other one is yellow ,oftentimes I caught myself being colorblinded for my excitement to ride the yellow bus, and sometimes I got so disappointed  thinking of giving up but that was just a thought ,not to the extent of actual returning to my place(comfort zone)though . I am always tempted to ride the other bus but I know,am very sure it wont take me to the right place , though at some point it would take and drop me to a certain place but it would only produce even a lot more of stressful moments for I still need to ride another vehicle to finally reach my destination, and for some reason I was once tempted to take it instead because if I wont I would be late at school but it ended me up taking the yellow bus 84. its just in time when I got off  I can see it from afar tiny numbers of 84 and yes its yellow to the rescue and ready to take me exactly where I want to be..,. Then a realization hits me ,if you believe that patience is really a virtue then choose to wait ,the process might be a lot more challenging, comes with great tribulation and afflictions, almost yielded to enticing allurements ,and sometimes color blinded us with the darkeness of this world,tried and tested, and eventually molded ,shaped into fire, even it hurts or I don’t understand ,I need it ,for who am I becoming . And if you have completely trust on someone or something that it will come, even without seeing any sign of assurance ,have faith .God never fails ,He is always on time. Moreover, it’s the same as waiting on you my Lord there might be other vehicle that would give us temporary joy ride ,mirthful tour and  fanciful cozy indoors set of wheels but eventually it  is just a short happiness of ride that which  would unknowingly lead to destruction, if we stay somnolent on our trip we might reached to a place of uncertainties.. but rest assured if you have gotten the the right yellow bus 84 , tires of problem may get you flat, heavy traffic of disappoinments  might  stucked you on the way ,dearest significant others might get off the bus and leave you or maybe you might get asleep on your journey but you will know you’re on the safe ride because that yellow bus 84 would berth yourselves to the zone of everlasting joy, it would surely ride you to the final and last station...the terminal of undending festivity of bliss! 

Thursday, February 25, 2016

New journey begins: Missing you

New journey begins: Missing you: Take it, you were just my fancy illusion I don’t know how or when it started, but I guess I am seized of having you around me Embedded ...

Missing you

Take it, you were just my fancy illusion
I don’t know how or when it started, but I guess I am seized of having you around me
Embedded with daylight,I could hardly imagine a day where I haven’t heard you voice.
   
oh how I want to notice and gaze your smile
Oh how I liked to grasp your hands in mine
I’m missing you so, oh I love you so.

Believe me, everything comes off mysteriously
In solitude I hit to wraith crooning spontaneously, all were just a dream but I know
It’s just a foretaste of seeing you along, beyond doubt and question I say to you, you are the heaven sent from up there for me.